Wednesday, December 28, 2011

the start of a new chapter....

After 1 year 7 months and 3 weeks waiting for a paper ready referral
after 198 days since i accepted the referral of Baby t
after many tears
after having to tell emilio baby T is not coming home and hearing him painful cry
after trying to help mend emilios broken heart and help him heal
after many more tears
after the different stages of greiving and alot of anger
after single momma palooza
after more tears and anger
after trying to mend my own heart
after more tears and crying for baby t as well as the other Ajuuja families
After having to officially say good to baby t and many more tears and heartache

I received and accepted a referral of a little girl.
she is tiny, she is precious, she has cubby cheeks and is so adorable.
after all this i am now starting over again.

5 comments:

Erin said...
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Erin said...

congrats on your new referral! obviously you've been through heartbreak with T, but hopefully the rest of the process will be smooth and you will get to see little girl relatively soon.

Bethany said...

Congratulations! I pray that this process will be much smoother and easier than Baby T's. Keep us updated!!

Chris said...

congrats on your referral!

Annie said...

Congratulations! Such wonderful news!!!! Although this journey has been difficult for you( to say the least,)all these twists and turns (and painful days) have brought you to your little girl! big hugs--