Tuesday, August 17, 2010

WAIT LISTS

I WAS NOT ORIGINALLY GOING ON BOTH WAITING LISTS, I WAS DREAMING OF LITTLE GIRLS. I GAVE AWAY BABY BOY CLOTHES, I WENT AND BOUGHT SOME GIRLY THINGS,
I DO NOT HAVE REGRETS IN LIFE, I HAVE THINGS NOW THAT I DO NOT KNOW IF I WILL USE, (DONT THINK A LITTLE BOY WILL LIKE A ZEBRA PRINT DRESS.) I WILL PASS THEM DOWN TO OTHERS OR DONATE TO MY FAVORITE CHARITY OR ORPHANAGE. I LEAVE IT IN GODS HANDS. I LOOK AT MY LITTLE GUY AND KNOW HE WAS MENT TO BE PART OF MY FAMILY. I KNOW THAT IM #32 ON BOTH LISTS. I KNOW WHICH EVER CHILD IS PLANNED BY GOD TO JOIN MY FAMILY WILL BE MY REFERRAL. EMILIO REMINDS ME DAILY THE JOYS OF LITTLE BOYS, HE IS SUPER SILLY, POLITE, SMILES ALOT, LOVES TO DANCE WITH ME AND LOVES HIS MOMMY AND TELLS ME IT OFTEN, I WILL LEAVE IT TO GOD!
WITH MY FIRST ADOPTION, I PRAYED FOR 3 NITES IN A ROW TO SEE WHAT I WAS SUPPOSE TO DO. FOR 3 NITES IN A ROW I DREAMT THAT I WAS A MOM TO AN AMAZING LITTLE BOY. I WILL AGAIN DO THAT TO SEE IF MY DREAMS LEAD ME ONE WAY, WILL KEEP YOU POSTED,

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